Satisfaction

When can I learn bout satisfaction?

I have plenty of plans since young, but, nothing i meet!
What happen to me myself?
Or what should i do?
Or shall I minimize my desire?

I have a pair of parent that love me so, but can't give me more!
I have a husband who love me so, but a lot of restriction, can't even let me go travel along!
I have 3 cute kids, but always gek me.
I have a job, but always make me headache.
I have a lot of friends, but, not heart to heart talk.
I can travel oversea every year, but all in Asia.
I am better than some but worse than others!

Updating to my blog...

Huh... its really long time didnt updated my blog already, its seem so lazy to do so :P

Since last month, my lil Cheryl know how to answer me her name and age, and she can sing so many songs... its really a surprise :D she is the fastest talking bb among three of my kids, is it means she clever? I really don't know ^.^

Have been argue n times with my boss in this month.... he is kinda crazy china man! =_='''

痴线佬

short short 地，关我事咩？你条尾俾人踩亲又关我事？唔该问下你自己啦，咩事？咩事？
我！仁至义尽！！！

Diet plan

Just started my Herbalife diet plan today, I really need a success, God bless me please!

I really don't know why I couldn't control by my ownself since after giving birth if Cheryl, maybe I have ligate? Is it the reason? I suspect, so this time I really have to rely on this product, I really wish I can wear bikini on Oct Bali's trip, wish me luck please...

Hesitent

Yes, now the heart is like this....

I really don't know how?

I don't know whether this is the nxt mistake in my live mou?

I made one many yrs ago, I don't want it to be repeated... how? what to do? what should i do?

Frame of mind

Tsunami hits Japan on the 11/3/11 if I m not mistaken, doomsday coming? Hopefully yes.... I know I shouldn't be this pessimism, but,......

Went to Sunway Lagoon on 13/3/11, enjoy the day there, but, sun burnt make my skin peeling now :P was spending more than 400 for just a day trip there, unbelievable huh... money is really not enough to spend nowadays!

is gaining weight since the day i came back from Krabi... its so sad... how to reduce it without effort? I m kinda lazy...

I decided

Yes, I decided! Now, just wait for the reply.... hopefully I can get it! I don't know whether this time I made the correct decision although I always made it wrong.... haiz.... I know this is my only choice, I won't choose this if I still have the chance...

God, help me pls....
My family, support me pls....

I need your support...

I am losssssssss

I feel loss, really don't know whether should or should not, but, I think I have to... I need some support, will u?

Depressed

I m so depressed.... I done so many thing, I done everything with my heart but what I get????? I m so fed up! What can I do? I can't leave all these thing.... a lot of commitment..... What to do????? What should I do????? one day u may visit me in the madhouse!!!!

Annoyance

Arghhhhhhh.......
Planning so far....
April / May - Hatyai eatery trip
Oct - Bali
2011 - Hanoi

But, the only confirm is Bali....... sian sian sian.........

Hatyai is a place that I always went to because of the food are nice n cheap!
Bali, I went on 2004 but seem nvr been to since that time I still blur blur dunno where to find the information...
Hanoi, yes, I never been to, this is also interesting that I always heard it name.

I wish to go Hokkaido, this is the place I earnestly long for.... How I wish I could print money! When can I go???

Broken heart

Sometime I think I m too busybody, why I wanna help to arrange all these thing? My interest? Nonono, helping is not my interest, my interest is to travel nia. I m not asking u to appreciate it but please don't carp at me! I m just helping, I nvr charge u a single cent and I nvr complain, I know to be fren I can't! Somemore, this destination is not the one I really wanna go, someone said its nice, I just follow, now become i decided! Why I was treat unjustly?! What happen?!

Mahjong day!

I had a great Sunday! Was played mahjong with frens yesterday, woohoo! really long time didn't play zor, I really miss it lar, not because of winning, but is playing, my favourite, yaya, mahjong is one of my interest! Its really a big problem if i wanna play it, 1stly, no kaki since i dont like gamble, nobody wanna waste their time of playing... 2ndly, who going to take care my bb when i m playing, so, due to this cause, I really stop it for quite a long time zor...

yalor yalor, play lor, play til have to sacrifice my afternoon nap on Sunday lor, make me damn sleepy today! >.<

Craving of...

I read an interesting blog yesterday while searching something, that blog just simply recorded food that the blogger taste before, its nice! After reading just made me craving of sashimi, especially salmon one, goodness, i miss it so much, when can I go for it? Its quite a problem for me since there is a sticky Cheryl always stick on me :P
Yes, I can definitely leave it to my mom if I wanna search for nice food, but, I feel really guilty since I m looking for nice food while my mom has to take care my bb, how disobedient am i?! I always wanna bring mama to have nice eatery, but, I just feel very troublesome if I need to bring along my bb! Maybe, shouldn't be maybe, I think I really not a eligibility mommy, I always think my kids made trouble, of course, I m worried of retribution, but, I just can't stop thinking of it. People envy on me since my eldest son already in primary two in my 30s, but, guys, you know how much I envy on u r still single?! As I always tell people, while you r still enjoying your life I already “一身儿女债”！

2011 Valentine day

yesterday morning when I went to bank with hubby, m thinking bout one fren who always had new diamond then i said: dear, u seem very long time didnt gave me diamond zor ler! then he just seem dont care... after lunch he came back with a present on his hand n pass it to me. woooohooooo its a pair of diamond ear ring, goodness, i really dunno he is putting my word in his heart, thx dear!!!! instead of ear ring, i prefer a necklace with pendant de acgtually... but what i did to him? just nothing :P oh i forgot i bought him a trip to krabi, this cost much more expensive than the ear ring, but this i will count back de, he have to pay me in instalment plan wuahhahahahaha.... how can i buy him a trip? i m so poor ger ler.....

CNY 2011

Oh oh oh... CNY is just ard the corner, another 8 more days to go.... this is the 2nd CNY Cheryl experience.... this CNY's new cloth for children I bought it ard May 2010 since there was a big sales in Isetan. I can't remember how many I bought until last few days I took out and wash to prepare for CNY, goodness, I just bought one set for each of them. Just few days to go, so how? For Cheryl is ok, I bought all the time for her, but Chloe and Joe quite problem, so last Sunday when family trip to Kuantan I just shopped for Chloe and Joe, but but but, since Joe's size quite big as a kid but still too small for an adult, its really make me headache to buy for him.... so Joe, nothing can mummy do, will buy you if mummy go kl.