Satisfaction

When can I learn bout satisfaction?

I have plenty of plans since young, but, nothing i meet!
What happen to me myself?
Or what should i do?
Or shall I minimize my desire?

I have a pair of parent that love me so, but can't give me more!
I have a husband who love me so, but a lot of restriction, can't even let me go travel along!
I have 3 cute kids, but always gek me.
I have a job, but always make me headache.
I have a lot of friends, but, not heart to heart talk.
I can travel oversea every year, but all in Asia.
I am better than some but worse than others!