Hesitent

Yes, now the heart is like this....

I really don't know how?

I don't know whether this is the nxt mistake in my live mou?

I made one many yrs ago, I don't want it to be repeated... how? what to do? what should i do?

Colbie Caillat - I do

I dunno why, just love this song so much recently!

It's always been about me, myself, and I
I thought relationships were nothing but a waste of time
I never wanted to be anybody's other half
I was happy saying I had a love that wouldn't last
That was the only way I knew 'til I met you

You make we wanna say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I can't live without it, I can't let it go
Ooh what did I get myself into?
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do

Tell me is it only me
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games
I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down
You can trust I've never felt it like I feel it now
Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
What more can I get myself into?
You make we wanna say

Me, a family, a house, a family
Ooh, can we be a family?
And when I'm eighty years old I'm sitting next to you

And we'll remember when we said
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let us go
Just look at what we got ourselves into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Love you

Frame of mind

Tsunami hits Japan on the 11/3/11 if I m not mistaken, doomsday coming? Hopefully yes.... I know I shouldn't be this pessimism, but,......

Went to Sunway Lagoon on 13/3/11, enjoy the day there, but, sun burnt make my skin peeling now :P was spending more than 400 for just a day trip there, unbelievable huh... money is really not enough to spend nowadays!

is gaining weight since the day i came back from Krabi... its so sad... how to reduce it without effort? I m kinda lazy...

I decided

Yes, I decided! Now, just wait for the reply.... hopefully I can get it! I don't know whether this time I made the correct decision although I always made it wrong.... haiz.... I know this is my only choice, I won't choose this if I still have the chance...

God, help me pls....
My family, support me pls....

I need your support...

I am losssssssss

I feel loss, really don't know whether should or should not, but, I think I have to... I need some support, will u?

Depressed

I m so depressed.... I done so many thing, I done everything with my heart but what I get????? I m so fed up! What can I do? I can't leave all these thing.... a lot of commitment..... What to do????? What should I do????? one day u may visit me in the madhouse!!!!

Annoyance

Arghhhhhhh.......
Planning so far....
April / May - Hatyai eatery trip
Oct - Bali
2011 - Hanoi

But, the only confirm is Bali....... sian sian sian.........

Hatyai is a place that I always went to because of the food are nice n cheap!
Bali, I went on 2004 but seem nvr been to since that time I still blur blur dunno where to find the information...
Hanoi, yes, I never been to, this is also interesting that I always heard it name.

I wish to go Hokkaido, this is the place I earnestly long for.... How I wish I could print money! When can I go???